Pregnant With the Vampire's Child (MxM/ Mpreg).

chapter 32.

Ulric' POV

My eyes where stinging with tears still scared shitless. Finding Julian on the floor, trying to catch his breath, his eyes rolling in there sockets, coughing out blood frightened me to no end. He was trying to breath, trying to talk but nothing came out only gushes of blood was coming out and for a minute I thought his heart had stopped, I called doctor Tyrion immediately informing him what was happening and that's when he asked me whether Julian's heart was still beating.

I told him I don't know, I couldn't think. I was panicking. I sent him Julian's address so that he can come and check him out but before he could come Julian blacked out in my hands. I thought I lost him, I held his limp body in my hands and for the first time I cried.

Real tears!

Seconds passed when Doctor Tyrion  arrived and I was grateful he used his super speed instead of a car, immediately he ran towards Julian checking him out. He said that he will be ok but the baby was taking all of Julian's strength and if we don't get a solution soon he might die during birth or earlier. I was devastated hence Calling severin telling him what had happened. Doctor Tyrion promised to do whatever he can to avoid this but I was scared. He gave him some medicine to take for the mean time. Tyrion said they give him some strength and they will help him out for the mean time.

For the first time I am happy, I knew Julian was the one for me. The love I feel for him was too much but then this had to happen. What did I do to the gods to punish me like this. I thought I was finally going to be happy with the love of my life besides me and for the first time in years I wanted to start a family of my own with Julian and our kids but this. What i know is that I can't lose Julian, my heart was breaking in pieces. I have to do everything in my power to not lose him.

Julian means so much to me, I can't let this happen to him. He seems to be not scared but i know he is. Death is something which is scary, I myself is scared of death. I can't believe I was actually crying, me Ulric iker Bartholomew to cry that is odd but here am I sniffing. That's what Julian does to me, my heart loves him so much to control the pain I am feeling right now.

" Shhhhhh, baby I know everything will be ok" I should be the one to comfort him not him to comfort me. He pulled out of the hug wiping my tears away with a smile on his face and I couldn't help myself as I leaned in tasting his lips which still tasted blood. His were also red meaning he was crying.

" I don't want to lose you Julian" I whispered between our mouths. " I don't know what I will do if i lost you baby" I carassed his cheek softly.

" Don't think about it Ulric, nothing is gonna happen to me" he assured with a smile.

" Why are taking this so simple" I asked holding his hands in mine.

" It's not simple Ulric, I am scared to death hell I am even shaking but if I am to spend my last days at least I don't want to spend them crying. I want to be happy with you by my side Ulric, you're my happiness, my life and my everything Ulric so why spend the last of my life weeping" he said with a smile and I cried harder,like really crying. I can't even believe this.

" I can't lose you Julian,I can't accept that fate" I declared " if it means to go to doctor Tyrion's office to work with him so be it. But to hell I am not letting you go. You and this child in your belly are my everything honey therefore,if it means to stay up all night I will do it just to have you forever my love" I rumbled seriously.

" Oh God I love you" he whispered pulling Me in to a kiss so passionate tears streaming down our faces " I need to brush my teeth" he whispered laughing awkwardly wiping his tears away. I nodded pecking the corners of his lips softly.