Pregnant With the Vampire's Child (MxM/ Mpreg).

chapter 25.

Julian's POV.

I was at my happiest, I have never thought I would be this happy in my life but Ulric had pulled something out of me which I thought I will never feel again. I had promised myself to never fall in love again but with Ulric it's different, it's impossible to not fall, for fucks sakes look at the man he is a wet dream and now I know why everyone he had ever slept with was on the moon coz one taste and boom your done.

I glanced at him in the dim light, his amber eyes are sparkling and it's hard to miss them even though the light was off. He had a smile on his delicious lips and I couldn't help but to lean in so that I can press my own on his. He gladly took them kissing me but it ended too soon, it left me whining for more as I pouted still wanting to kiss him. He smirked at me and I know for sure he knew what I wanted.

" Don't pout baby" he whispered putting his gaze again on the screen in front of us. We spent the whole day together, which was amazing coz being with the man you love was the best feeling ever and when your love is being returned then that was....what should I call it, amazing. I think amazing is the best word to describe how I feel right now.

We are currently at the theatre watching a movie which I have wanted to watch since it came out but I am not even watching the movie, how can I when a handsome, gorgeous man is sitting right next to you huh. You can't focus at all. He was the best view anyone would ever ask for. I put my head on his shoulder feeling like I was in heaven, I feel like this is were I wanna be for the rest of my life, he is so comfortable and his scent was maddening my mind.

Suddenly I remembered something, I know Ulric had told me to not think about it but I can't let my mind not to wander and I need to know were I stand with him. I want Ulric to be mine and only mine, I don't want to share him with anyone else but does he want the same thing as me or I am thinking too much of this.

Yes, he told me he loves me and I said it back so what does that even mean. Are we together or not,will Ulric be willing to leave his fiance for me. My heart started to beat rapidly in my chest thinking,

What if he chooses her over me,

What if he is lying to me,

What if he is only with me just because I am pregnant huh.

Those thoughts were lingering in my head coming in full speed not giving me time to breath. I know I am acting selfish because Leilani was the first to be with him but I feel strongly towards this man. I want him in all the languages of this world,which are much. My feelings are stronger than anything else and if I am acting selfish guys, forgive me coz this man is deep in my soul. He had managed to squeeze in to my life without me knowing.

I know I am the bad guy here, stealing someone's fiance but what about all this love I feel for him. Ok I will stop thinking about myself and put myself in that ladies shoes, how will she feel if Ulric breaks off the engagement,

Sad

Devastated

Hurt,

Broken

And so much more, first of all she will know her fiance cheated on her and impregnated some dude,  that will hurt her greatly and her life would be ruined coz she will never love again. Why I am doing this to her, why I am being selfish when me too I was lied too once and the feeling was not pleasant at all. Dario wasted ten years of my life, I thought he was the love of my life which I was totally wrong  and the day I found out that he has been cheating on me..... I sighed deeply letting out harsh breaths.

Leilani doesn't deserve this, no one deserves this coz I know how it hurts. I shouldn't be doing this to that sweet lady no. " Oh gods Julian baby" ulric'  worried voice got me out of my trance " Julian answer me are you ok" I opened my eyes which I didn't know that I had closed in the first place. I quickly covered them when the light hit my eyes sitting up, when did I lay on the floor. Why I am on the floor.