Pregnant With the Vampire's Child (MxM/ Mpreg).

chapter 18.

Julian's POV.

After chasing ulric away I had this unsettled feeling inside my chest that kept on telling me to go look for him, but, I won't. I know I have been a little rude towards him but he deserves it, ok ok not a little rude, I have been a dick towards him though it was the right thing to do. I saw how angry he was after introducing Alvaro as my boyfriend,I know he was pissed but what can I do, I had to do it, he is going to get married in less than two months and what about me. I figured I have to keep my distance from him even though it hurts deep inside my heart, I have come to realization of how much I need him in my life.

Or how much we need him in our lives.

I touched my bully to caress my baby who had been not making it simple for me since ulric had gone. I think it can also sense it's father's rage but what can I do, ulric had his life planned out and I don't want me to be an obstacle just because I'm expecting his child, no, I don't want to be that guy who had broken up two wonderful people in love. Seeing his fiance, she seems to be a nice lady and I can't do this to her, it will hurt her to death.

It's one thing to find out that your loving fiance is having a baby with another person and it's another thing finding out that the supposed pregnant man is taking him away from you. I can't imagine how that sweet lady would feel, I bet it will hurt her so much just because she trusted a cheating bastard like ulric.

I was taken back when he said that he liked me, what was that supposed to mean. As far as I know you can't love two people at the same time, God created a person with one heart either give it to one person or not. That brings me back to ulric, if he loves his fiance why the hell did he tell me that he likes me, what is wrong with people now days. You asked someone to marry you which I think it was out of love, so, I think you can't like another person, you have to be committed to one cuz you have one damn heart.

That's when I remembered that he was lying to me, he only needs sex from me that's all.

I can't believe I almost beloved him, the lying cheating bastard, I think I have made the right choice to chase him away. I really do.......... " Are you even listening at me" Alvaro called looking at me with worried eyes, I blinked rapidly, I can't believe I had zoned out. " Julian are you ok" he asked with worry.

" Yes I am ok, sorry I zoned out for a minute" I chuckled nervously rubbing at my stomach slowly, it always gives me comfort.

" It's not just for a minute julian, since that guy left you have been distracted talk to me baby boy" Alvaro pulled on my hands interlocking them together " you know you can tell me anything" he added in a whisper squeezing my hand softly.

" It's noth...." He gave me a pointed look cutting myself off.

" Julian why did you tell that man that I am your boyfriend, what is going on"I have known Alvaro for years and I trust him with all my being but what would he think when I tell him what was happening in my life. He is an older brother to me like Leroy, they always worry about me though, this time I want to show them that I can manage without their help. I don't want to worry them any longer because of my stupidity and choices in men. First they had to deal with me crying over Dario for months, now, I have started moving on with my life and this happens.

Should I tell him.

Wouldn't he find it weird,

Wouldn't he call me a freak,

No Alvaro would never call me that,I know. But, yet again I am scared, how will he take it. But, I want to tell someone about this before I go crazy, this was big, it's my biggest secret of all times. So,I have to think carefully, I ha .......

" Your doing it again juli, stop zoning out and tell me what's up with that man" he insisted as I gulped hard in nervousness. " Are you sleeping with him" he asked again.

" Yes" I replied lowly making him smile.

" I am glad you're moving on julian" he pulled me in to a tight hug Patting my back " what's wrong now, is he not treating you right, is he---" I cut him off.

" He is getting married" I said bitting my lips.

" Fuck julian" Alvaro cursed throwing his head back and I feel his annoyance " and you like him" I nodded slowly, that's the truth just because I haven't admitted it to myself doesn't mean I have to lie to him. " Does he like you too" he asked after a few seconds.

" He says he likes me but you know I can't believe him, he is getting married and I don't want to ruin his relationship with his fiance" I swallowed saying.

" Why did you sleep with him when you knew he was getting married julian" Alvaro asked softly, not in a judging manner. And that's him, he doesn't judge at all like he didn't judge me when Dario broke up with me. He used to tell me that that bastard was cheating on me but the silly me didn't believe him at all. Yet when I found out myself and ran to them Alvaro didn't judge me at all, he just pulled me in to a hug and soothed me until I calmed down.

That's the type Alvaro is.

" I didn't know at first, it was just a fling" I replied truthfully as he hummed in understanding and I continued to explain to him how everything went down. He listened to me closely humming but I didn't tell him the vampire part, that was my secret to keep.

" He cheated on his fiance not once, but many times" I nodded " fuck julian, he is treating you like a mistress" he combed his hand through his dark messy hair frustrated. See what I mean, I only bring problem to them " I know you like him but you have to keep a distance from him juli" Alvaro said after a moment of keeping quiet.

" You deserve better than being a mistress julian, i know you have fallen for him but it's wrong. Either be the only one or never. You can't love two people at the same time you know that" I nodded " I love Leroy but if he wants a threesome or anything thing like that, I am out. I want to be the only one, I want my heart to beat for one person cuz it's one. My point is if that man is still planning to get married that means he loves that person or he is lying to them either way between the two of you he loves one not both. You have to give him time so that he can come to his senses but for the mean time please stay away from him" Alvaro advised as I nodded in understanding.

" That's not the only problem" I said looking at him in the eye. This is it I have to tell him the truth.

" What is the problem julian" he asked concerned.

" Don't freak out please" he nodded gesturing me to continue. I gulped a lump in my throat feeling my whole body sweating, this was it, I am going to tell my brother in law my secret. I sucked in a deep breath as I bit my lips hard tasting my bitter blood. I felt like I was about to empty all the contents in my stomach at way I was feeling right this minute. Alvaro squeezed my hand softly in encouragement not knowing what I was about to tell him. I felt a sweat cascade down my back and I swallowed one more time...

" I am pregnant with his child"

I know it's short but the next chapter will be longer, Bare with me please and tell me your thoughts.