Pregnant With the Vampire's Child (MxM/ Mpreg).

chapter 16.

Julian's POV.

I am so mad at myself, how can I let ulric fuck me again when I know he was engaged. How can I do this to that sweet woman, I feel like a slut, I shouldn't have let him. I feel worse coz I let that to happen when I knew better, the guilt is killing me inside. Another thing I was so upset about was waking up not seeing him here like he promised, he is lier and a cheater. He treats me like a slut I was coz after giving him what he wanted he ditched me and left me alone. I don't know what hurts the most but I feel worse than ever.

I got out of my bathroom drying myself up as I pulled on my sweatpants not bothering to put on a shirt. I sighed deeply looking myself in the mirror caressing my big belly with a smile on my lips. I can't believe I am going to be father soon, i never thought I would be happy but right now  I am glad to be having my own child because this baby is mine who won't ditch me for anyone, " I am sorry baby but we are stuck together forever" I mummered with a smile on my lips as I walked out of the bedroom to the kitchen to prepare something to eat, I'm so hungry.

I gasped when I opened up my fridge seeing sucks of blood in my fridge " what the hell" I shouted, who gave him a right to put blood in my fridge without my consent huh. This has gone too far, how dare he. Does he think that this is his house where he can do anything he pleases, that motherfucker. I sighed controlling myself feeling my anger subside slowly, I felt my baby calming me down slowly,it's like I hear  them talking to me soothing me to calm down which helped although it was weird but I am glad they calmed me down a little.

I rubbed my temples standing up  so that I can toss them away, I don't ne- I am lying to myself I really need some blood in my system. I opened the fridge again as I pulled out a one suck glancing at it for minutes before putting it on my mouth. If someone sees me right now they might think that I am crazy, no normal person can crave blood even though they are pregnant ohhh I almost forgot, I am pregnant with the vampire's child so that can count right. I can crave blood coz this little toddler needs it.

I can't believe I finished the whole suck with in minutes. Oh shit I really needed that. I rubbed my stomach tossing away the the now empty suck in the dust bin taking a big burp. I licked my lips savouring the taste that was so foreign in my mouth but sweet.

Suddenly something hit me, where is this blood coming from huh, oh dear lord did I drink a humans blood. Did ulric kill someone to get me this blood, oh sweet mother of Jesus, I just drunk someone's blood. I ran towards the bathroom when I felt like throwing up all my contacts in my stomach. I made sure to throw up all the blood I had taken in order to remove the bitter feeling in my chest. 

After throwing up I stood up getting my toothbrush brushing my tooth so that I can get out that taste in my mouth. How can ulric do this to me, human blood " don't judge him" I heard someone say behind me as I turned around and no one was there which was weird. I sometimes feel like someone is talking to me and whenever I turn around to see who it is, I see nothing, which freaks me out.

I sighed getting out of the bathroom breathing so hard. I narrowed my eyes when I found ulric seated comfortably on my bed with a worried expression on his face " what are you doing here" I spat out at him walking to my closet. " I am tired of finding you on my bed everytime I get out of the bathroom" i added with a heavy sigh.

" Baby are you ok" ulric was behind me in a few seconds. The speed he used coming towards me gave my whole body butterflies. He was indeed a vampire. I held my breath when he put his cold yet comforting hands on my shoulders. I liked the feeling of him being near me like this. He has an impact on me and I love it but at the same time I hate it. I can't be feeling like this towards him coz it's so damn wrong.

" Don't touch me" I shrugged his hand off of my shoulders pulling out my clothes from the closet to put on.

" What's wrong baby" he asked concerned " is there something wrong with the baby" he asked worried like he cares. As of he cared at all about me.